So, yeah, I struggle with commitment sometimes. And I also have insane amounts of creativity that I feel the need to channel. And I love doing that in a physical way. With music. And as my life has changed, in some ways, it has become less about the performance and more about the practice. And no, I don't mean the purely physical dance practice. I mean the practice of moving and being in that state, where I become one with the music; pure expression and the fulfillment of creative desire.